test anxiety

So this week I have four tests, and yes i should be studying right now instead of updating my blog, but if you know me you know that I will do anything to not study such as

• claim i have to go to walmart for toothpaste even though i have enough to last the week ... but i know if i went i would spend at least an hour there
• claim that i need a new toothbrush so i can once again go to walmart ( i would say target but its closed right now, i lovvvveeeee target)
• workout for a prolonged period of time
• watch 2 chick flicks while eating ice cream claiming to be depressed over a boy when im really not
• blog

so as you can see that leaves less time to actually study which increases my stress levels which

a re already high since I need to do well on these tests so i can fulfill my year and half long dream of going to optometry school and becoming Dr. Stephanie (i'd put a last name too but who knows if by the time i become a doctor i will still be an Enriquez, a hyphenated version of my last name and whoever else's, or if there will be no Enriquez) Yep so anyway i hate having four tests in one week it makes me cry (no really it does i've cried twice today after saying i have 4 tests) Not only does it make me cry but i also behave weirdly... such as

• laying in random places around the house in weird positions
• singing the abc's
• saying things such as "oh that was funny... to me"
• dancing around
• being overly perky(aka ditzy) when talking to someone
• blogging

as a very good band, brand new, would put it ... This is a lesson in procrastination I kill myself because I'm so frustrated And every single second that I put it off means another lonely night I gotta race the clock